If I could give you a night call to tell you how I felt…I would say I was still so very sorry. I would say that not a day goes by where I don’t think of you. When you are near I want nothing more but to say hi to you. I wish you would look my way, and I wish you would say hi. I know you are happy, but I still wish I could hear your voice, your laugh, to see you smile. A part of me feels deep down that as the days go on I will still think of you. Even if it’s only for a brief moment. What does that mean? I wish I had an opportunity to show you who I am. In hopes that you would remember me for the person I am now, and not who I used to be. People say I’m too hard on myself, but I don’t think so. I hope one day you will come up to me. Just once. Even if it was just to say a simple “hi.” Time has passed, yet I still hold guilt and resentment. It is almost pitiful that I just can’t seem to let go despite how much I try. I hope if you ever think of me that a good moment is remembered and not a bad one. I’m still waiting for that moment where I can redeem myself. But you know, life doesn’t always give second chances, and in this situation I really wish it did.

